Before I started college I had this feeling of excitement. I was excited to get out of high school and “start my life” so to speak. When I actually started college, my mindset changed. I started thinking “well once I graduate I can do this” or “go here”. I had this feeling of waiting for my life to start. Once I graduated I thought I would have found my way in life with a job, money, and be able to expierence new things. Well, here I am 4 months after graduation and I still feel the same. I have felt stuck for the past, what seems like a decade just waiting for my life to start. It is hard to get out of that mindset of waiting for something to happen. I want to be able to live my life the way I want without waiting on the next thing. It’s like I have this huge mental block. I can’t let myself do the things I want without accomplishing a certain goal. I am hoping this blog will help me work through some of these thoughts and maybe help someone else.
Well I think that’s it for the day! xoxo